sunspottedarrows Yeah. I know I need help and I like my new therapist. I guess it’s just kind of daunting realizing how many things bother me that I don’t even bring up. (For various reasons.) Kinda like trying to fix a computer problem by turning it off and on again only to realize it has a virus that’s gotten into all of your files.

sunspottedarrows Yeah. I know I need help and I like my new therapist. I guess it’s just kind of daunting realizing how many things bother me that I don’t even bring up. (For various reasons.) Kinda like trying to fix a computer problem by turning it off and on again only to realize it has a virus that’s gotten into all of your files.

Uhhh

So I started a list of talking points to go over with my therapist.

I did not expect it to be so long. I actually set it aside to continue later because it’s seemingly never ending. All things I’ve never truly hashed out in all my years of therapy.

I have subcategories for every bullet point. This is going to take months just to delve into the surface of each issue.

my brain is hanging upside down personal

WHAT THE FUCK, BODY?

I spent over 48 hours barely able to stay awake for 2 consecutive hours. Had an espresso and a cup of tea since this afternoon because I wanted to stay awake AND NOW I’M STILL WIDE AWAKE. I NEED TO BE UP BY 7. WORK WITH ME, BODY.

personal

I keep thinking of things I need to talk over with my therapist but I also keep forgetting them so I’m going to make a list. I was going to make a list last week, but I forgot.

my memory is so bad

mariiette:

unfreshing:

words cannot describe the appreciation i have for the person who put this together

i want to be raven baxter ok

(via americanfrontier)

perf

Another Monday. Getting up at 7 just in case. If no word by 7:30, I can go back to sleep and leave at my normal 10:30. The good thing about getting ready so early is that my hair gets to dry naturally when I go back to sleep. It looks way better that way.